Friday, June 1, 2012



It feels like just yesterday that I was writing about how it felt impossible that I would survive the month of May.  Yet here it is, June.  I am amazed.  

Has May been hard?  Yes.  Oh, yes.

But there have been good things, too.  Care to remember with me?

... hearing Baby #2's heartbeat several times and seeing him via ultrasound at 18 weeks

... the opening of Still Standing Magazine

... enjoying my first Mother's Day as a mama

... a major return of emotion, much to my relief

... writing to my daughter six months after her death and birth

... my first post for Still Standing going live

... weeks of rainy weather keeping the dry brownness of summer at bay

... reaching 20 weeks in this rainbow pregnancy

... surviving another month, when it seems like that should not be possible

What good things has May brought you, even if they are mixed in with not-so-good things?

1 comment:

  1. You made it trough and that means your one month closer to both your babies. One here on earth and one in heaven. Praying for you Beth and your sweet rainbow for this upcoming month :)


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